30 January 2011

DAN DAN T­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­—T


another long life rain again. and i. not really in da mood.

today early in the morning. everything was just fine. went to sungai buloh relative's house to visit dear grandma that now is at the heaven.

after that back home. nothing special. sleep a while because waking too early in the morning. phone ring. someone calling. i cried. i do sad. i do care. i do appreciate. but isn't that already too late? close the phone. continue sleep. confusing mind make me can't sleep back.

daddy king calling. he brought a puppy back. Dan Dan. super cute and not naughty puppy. daddy king love it. brother love it. i love it. unfortunately mummy queen dun like. as usual, when mummy queen said 1 we cannot said 2. brother and me tried to find another way to make mummy queen agree.  but useless. really useless. totally useless. and i. cried again.

i not a person that like to cry. i think many people is like that. but i cannot stop the tears to drop. mummy queen make many excuse. many excuse to make us obey to her. daddy king disappointed. brother speechless. and i just know how to cry.

tomorrow. DAN DAN will be send away. mummy queen does not want to stay it after cny. she want it be send away tomorrow morning. and i can do nothing but cry.
DAN DAN. although this is the first time i meet you, i really like you. maybe you cannot be our family new member but i hope you can live well at other place.


DAN DAN T—T

perhaps if we never having, we wont have to meet the sadness of losing.

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