DAN DAN T­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­—T

another long life rain again. and i. not really in da mood.

today early in the morning. everything was just fine. went to sungai buloh relative's house to visit dear grandma that now is at the heaven.

after that back home. nothing special. sleep a while because waking too early in the morning. phone ring. someone calling. i cried. i do sad. i do care. i do appreciate. but isn't that already too late? close the phone. continue sleep. confusing mind make me can't sleep back.

daddy king calling. he brought a puppy back. Dan Dan. super cute and not naughty puppy. daddy king love it. brother love it. i love it. unfortunately mummy queen dun like. as usual, when mummy queen said 1 we cannot said 2. brother and me tried to find another way to make mummy queen agree.  but useless. really useless. totally useless. and i. cried again.

i not a person that like to cry. i think many people is like that. but i cannot stop the tears to drop. mummy queen make many excuse. many excuse to make us obey to her. daddy king disappointed. brother speechless. and i just know how to cry.

tomorrow. DAN DAN will be send away. mummy queen does not want to stay it after cny. she want it be send away tomorrow morning. and i can do nothing but cry.
DAN DAN. although this is the first time i meet you, i really like you. maybe you cannot be our family new member but i hope you can live well at other place.

DAN DAN T—T

perhaps if we never having, we wont have to meet the sadness of losing.

SHURAKU

today is the last day at SHURAKU. erm.. i am happy :)

i wish to take picture with all SHURAKU's colleagues. but my face skin not thick enough +  sibeh shy and not much time. thus, just take with a few people.

without wasting time, lets me introduce my beloved SHURAKU's colleagues to you all :)

Yuki – our manager. always feel mummy taste in her soup ♥
Ah Wong – his sushi is super duper double yummy.
Takashi – humour.
Ah Yong – his other name is Ah Jau.
John – very concentrate when he cooking. icallhimNtimeshedidntanswermeatall.
Arif – pro in cooking okonomi yaki and yaki soba.
David and Jackie – always fooling around when we were free.
Tun – one word describe : miang =~=
Nero Sang – bad anger but sometimes very nice.
Wei Yew – always self high himself.
Yan – nice.
Ana – love to serve at smoking area.

conclusion, all are funny guys :D

yuki

 

ah wong

takashi

my eyes really can't open when we cam whoring. super excited + i am damn nervous. but is okays :) actually my colleagues is so nice you know? they treat me very nice. today is my last day and they make delicious food to me. i very touch jor  :')

i thought the last day at SHURAKU will all just fine. stupid me broke a tiger beer glass but thanks god inside dun got water =~= nevermind i kena denda. really nevermind. totally nevermind. skip.

after today, no more irrasaimasei. no more onegai. no more arigatogozaimas. no more otzukarei. but my miss to you all will not gone :]
last but not least, today will not be the last time you see me :)

okays. should sleep now. end my post with this ♥

the last time i wear this uniform

enjoy in the rushing moment

just back from tuition there. today exchange work day with V. thought no need so early go but still the same. dunnoexchangeforwhat=~=

thinking for eating lou mee later. i really dun want so early go upstairs and wait for work. as you i know myself start work at 7pm but i 4++pm already reach there. and sometimes the place at there make me feel a little bit uncomfortable. i think reading magazine is other place or at the work place corner is the best choice!

kinda tired recently. this few day keep asking people out go gather but no people choi me =~= i seriously busy when Feb reach. sleep time also not enough. if not now gather then no more chance T3T girls and boys, do you hear me?

not really know what to write in this post but i just want to blog. oh yeah. suddenly confusing. are nowadays kids really naive or just hypocritically naive? walau. damn hurt yesterday at tuition there. maybe the kids really dunno what actually they say about or maybe is me dun got the teacher look =~= is okays. i just need to shout out. you can ignore me.

just now have a view at V's blog. can i click a like for that? yeah. everything is changed. but what we can do? we can do nothing. okays. no more this kind of topic! =~= but before that, take a look of a post that i copy from V's blog.

Who cares if both of you shared all th dirty little secrets before? It's forever lie in history. After meeting new people and make a new relationship. Everything changed. Changed too fast and you can't even follow their steps. They are willing to cling to a mistake instead of correcting it. Consequent? Baaah needless to talk.

is time to end my post again. gonna work soon. byeeeeeeeeee :D

get set and start go

hello blogger :)

this week is the first week i back tuition centre work. and how? tired but enrich. and at the same time, i have resigned my job at SHURAKU. and this month is the last month. goodbye my SHURAKU colleagues. goodbye. :') willyougivemeafarewelldinner?

in the beginning i feel very upset because i need leave there. but then this feel all gone. really gone. totally gone. i think life is just like that. some people will stay with you forever but some people just will not. maybe they will only stay with you 5 seconds, 5 minutes, 5 hours, 5 days or maybe just 5 years. i dunno how to describe my feel. but now is over. i think.

no more supper at there. no more fooling around at there. no more SHURAKU uniform. is okay. really. maybe i will miss. but time can dilute it. no such things that we cannot let go. time will prove everything.

after Jan i gonna to put all my concentrate on tuition work there. give more that i can give at there. since go to a new environment then i need to turn on my working mode at there. but honestly i am now lack of sleeping time. i will super appreciate my sleeping time now. because i know i will more restless when i'm start studying.

is okays. i know i can do it. i am a strong and independent punya confidence leng lui ah moi :) give me an applause guys! youcanignorethis.

i think i will end my post now. goodbye :)

Forgiving doesn't mean u can go back in someone's life. They just wont to have you in their minds by thinking of the pain you gave.

the start of romantic ♥

today is my beloved tuition teacher big day! is their wedding party :D

4am i already awake. actually i can say i didn't sleep at all =~= like my preview post said, yesterday i went to a wedding party with my family. after that back home and online facebook awhile a long time. then then brother took some new movie to home. then again i watched it until 3++am. hence, no more time to sleep =~=

nevermind. anyway today is my beloved tuition teacher wedding party so skip one sleep time is okay :) so excited me 5.30am already done prepare and wait other teacher to fetch me to dunno where. maybe is me too tired already and i wait them until i felt asleep =~=

skip this part again. rupa-rupanya i'm going to Johor and mummy queen said me dunno go where and sit on others people car later sell me already i also dunno =~= is okay. i trust them :) all teacher went to toilet to change beautifully when reach the hotel. andsodoi+icombaprincesshairyouknow! :D

then, is time to start the party! this is the first time i ate vegetarian food in a wedding party. quite nice + a good experience. after that, cheers with each table with beloved teacher. my throat is now hurt badly and i cant sing jor T3T then when all the guest leave we also prepare back to kuala lumpur.

shit! my image spoil jor! i felt asleep in car when we back home. i snore in the car. sorry. i was just too tired =~= dear God, please lets those who heard it forget it. i still need a nice lady image in front of people. i still need to get marry T3T so please, please forget forget!

okays, is time to end my post with this. congratulations ♥

together , forever ♥

today go wedding party with mummy queen, daddy king, brother and grandpa.what can i say? happy :D besides can eat delicious food i also can get an angpau. haahaa. why? because this new couple is mummy queen introduce them to each other. hoohoo. mummy queen is such a great person ♥

and tomorrow i'm going to another wedding party alone. iamaberryindependentpunyaamoi:D actually tomorrow wedding party is my beloved teacher's party. without them then no today me :') i'm going to bless them as much as i can. and i believe they will stick together no matter what happen ♥

oops! i think is time to sleep now. because tomorrow teacher will fetch me at 5++am like that and i need 4am wake up to prepare all things done.  i not really know where is the wedding party held but i think is far away. ifnotwhyneeddeparturesoearly? tomorrow might will updated blog to tell you guys. stay tuned ♥

last but not least, congratulations to these new couple ♥

F.R.I.E.N.D

recently feel alittlebit very annoying :(

what is the meaning of friend for you? or maybe i can ask best friend? i'm really not in the mood for playing hide and seek with you. isn't that we should share things to each other? i didn't mean everything. but something that we should share but not secretly keep from us.

i dunno what people thought if they know we are best friend with secret. are they laughing at us? i wanna say i dun care but i do really care.

yesterday very obvious. you didn't ask us come along with you. you just go away with others. like we are just a stranger. not feeling angry but hurt. like many knife cut deeply in the heart. 5 years. not a short time. i thought we are close to each other but i think i am wrong. totally wrong.

maybe you are telling us with your action. but we more prefer that you can honestly tell us yourself. we do care your feel. we do mind your tears.  but do you?

Things may change for the good or the bad, but remember ONE thing: the person won't be the same as they were at the starting line.

SESV sepang one day trip

yesterday was a beautiful day and sun is shining brightly while the bird is singing happily. and exited me, went to sepang with SHURAKU's friend. what can i say? i'm lucky because all cost is free! thanks to my great colleagues hit SHURAKU's target and therefore our boss treat all of us a trip! heehee :)


no more nonsense word. lets start our trip :)

on the way to sepang.
and of course for cam whore session :D

actually didn't took many photo + KS and V sit in front of us and most photo at KS camera =~= moreover, the journey to sepang is such a long journey that easily make people feel bored. hence, just sitting until reach.

i think we reach there at 12++pm. no more other thing to do but change clothes and straight away to the sea :D

the sea is kinda shallow although we had walk far away. maybe now occurring ebb phenomena i guess. but it does not bother us for having fun in the sea. V was so attract to the crab and she wanted to catch it to her boo. 3linesonmyheadtoher=~=

actually we just play water + throw sea sand to the others + flying kite + bury V + catch crab. what a joyful moment :D i think we should capture some photo when we were flying kite like my tuition friend. but nevermind. happy memory can keep in heart :)

5++pm like that we start to bath and on the way to eat seafood. i didn't mean to complain anything but the restaurant really got many flies. i mean MANY! whenimeanmanythatmeanisreallymanyguys! is so disgusting when you need to eat food and chase the flies away =~= and you know what? all food cost 300++ bucks!

sigh zZz. after that we went to walk beside the sea. it is comfortable when the waves flow across your feet :) and also once again cam whore sessions. but all those photo at KS camera. maybe next time i will share it to you all or maybe not XD

when the sky and sea become a line :)

 

okay guys, end my post with this ♥ 

neverforget

ESV in da house :)

going time square + sungai wang with PS and V. is shopping time! 

as usual, ktm to there as transport. actually this part can be skip. but guess what? we met YYB at kl sentral! you know what i mean? YBB guys! how delighted is me! imnowoverthemooncrossoncloudnine. what we call this? oh yeah. is fate. i am super duper double happy. heehee :D

back to our topic. first place that we go is food court when we reach there. i'm going to intro them the hot and spicy pan mee, the most favorite food of me at there. 

but my body occur menstrual cycle and it spoil my mood badly. i waste half bowl of pan mee + stomach damn pain definablynotforexcretion :( lesson learn: no hot and spicy food when you are in menstrual cycle! 

luckily, i still enjoy the shopping trip. bought many shirt but i still not enough i tell you :S control my shopaholic mode hardly just because i'm now bankrupt. salary! when are you coming to me? i owe mummy queen A LOTS of money. mummy queen say no more out if i didn't pay back to her :( besides, i want to clear all doubt before CNY. and this is the MUST!

end my post with this. bye2 :D

Friendship is not only about finding similarities, it's more about appreciate differences. 

i love you guys ♥

SMKRA :′)

tomorrow is school reopen day. but not anymore for me :( when we were student, we hope so much for holiday. when we not student, we hope so much for schooling day.

where should i start for this post? i guess photo can explain every story.

no more fooling around at school.

no more napping at school.

 no more fighting at school.

no more bachilazation in school.

no more photo shooting at school.

 

no more pulling jagung shirt.

no more YYB.

say bye to the lorong we walked 987654321 times.

say bye to our class teacher + BM teacher,  Pn.Suhaila :′(

goodbye 5B.

 

and girls, no more uniform for school.

i gotta miss it all. everything, every hours, every minute, every second, every memory in school :′)

life is tough

today is the first month first week first day of year 2011. sowhatnothingspecialalso. no work, no plan for today plus fucking lack of money. thus, stay bored at home.

sitting in front of computer but dunno what to do. confusing about what to do in future. study or work? college or university or form 6? work what? i can do how long with only my form 5 certificate? i know money ain't everything. but without money you just cant do anything :(

so tired to think this and that. but future is important. i dun want just sit at home and ask money from mum. i wanna give my mum everything she want. i wanna she no more work in rest of her life. i wanna her hope come true. i wanna she able to owe her dream car... and i wanna her to proud of me.

cannot be denied that i'm kinda attract to my current work place (iamtuitionteacheryouknow:D). they give me a nice condition about my future. i still consider on it. most probably i will go back. buthonestlyiquitedislikesomepeoplethere.  no! no! no! FUTURE! FUTURE! FUTURE! i must more focus on my future! i am going to consider seriously :)

recently saw many meaning sentences in twitter. share one of my favorite to you all ♥
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

cool right? just like me. heehee :)

okay. that all for today. end my post with an old photo. i gonna create more new nice picture as my memory :D

life ain't easy but i will smile to face it :)