那真的是爸爸吗？

今天，依旧是郁闷的一天。心中并没有放下遗失的东西。

我恨，美好的时光离开得太快。
我恨，自己太过容易相信别人。
我恨，自己的警惕心如此微弱。
我更恨，自己的粗心大意，让别人有机得趁。

我是个大笨蛋！

如今抱怨并不能改变什么。我只能祈祷短期内有物归原主的可能性。
我承认，我对那小偷还抱有期望。我突然觉得自己好天真好傻。
但，我还能做什么？
听天由命？还是坐以待毙？
我不想！我想揪出凶手。虽然机会很渺茫。可是至少，机会渺茫代表说还有一线希望。

朋友说，大雨后就会有彩虹。我希望，是真的。我希望，属于我的东西可以赶快回来。

今天，跟家人一起去问米。问问爸爸现在怎样。

我觉得很奇怪。当那人开口时，我并没有感觉到爸爸。我觉得很陌生。

但妈妈说，宁可信其有，不可信其无。

我想问，那真的是爸爸吗？但是我得不到答案。

我只知道，亲爱的爸爸就在心里。

去问米，也只不过是让家人得到安心。

到现在，每每想起爸爸，我都好想哭。
不行啊，李怡菱！我可是乐天派的美人。怎么最近都在散发负面能量呢？

神啊，请赐我力量，让我勇敢快乐地活下去吧！

just a fate

happiness around me this month.
i have everything i want. i do anything i want. i go anywhere i want. all of them are just so perfect.

BUT, happiness end at yesterday. why?
did i mentioned that i had just change my phone? xperia mini pro? no. i didn't mentioned to you guys. well, lets me tell you guys something. ineedtoshoutout!!!o0o

wow, it is so wonderful. and i just bought it last two week. or i can say no enough than two week.
and, so luckily it had been stolen. as long with my wallet which full of my important details. ireallyneedtoshoutout!!! o0o


dear god, please make to world full of peace.
dear god, please punish all the bad guys.
dear god, please make the happiness won't end too fast.
dear god, please, please protect good person.

dear god, can i ask you something? did i do wrong? are you punishing me? can i have second chance?
i want my things back T________________________________T

dear daddy, did you saw what happened that day? do you know who was he/ her? please give me some tips.
i wish the criminal will loss what he belongs. i wish he will get his punish as soon as possible.

isuperduperdoubletotallyextremelywanttoshoutout!! getalifefucker!! o0o